
I was
raised in a Christian home my whole life. We went to church
every Sunday as a family; we even had family Bible studies
during the week. But I never really understand what it meant
to be saved, until one day when I was 12 years old. God opened
my eyes through a humbling experience.
When I was 10 years old I started to play on a soccer
team. On December 9, 1998.
My
mom took me to practice that night, the same way she had the
last three months. And as always while I was practicing, my
mom was getting her workout by walking around the soccer
field. Once my team had finished warm up, I kept hearing some
of the players talk about my mom. As I looked over, my
mom wasn’t walking around the field anymore; she was put into
my friend’s car and driven away. I thought they were going
out to eat or something. I didn’t know what was going on, but
it never crossed my mind that it could be something serious. A
few girls on my team came up with their own theories. Someone
told me she got stung by a bee on her neck while another
person told me she broke it. I was confused, but not worried.
It never even crossed my mind that something bad could happen
to my mom.
That night my brother and I had to go home with my friend’s
mom. Because it was the Christmas season we were making a
ginger bread house. I was starting to get worried about my mom
but all the candy took my mind off of it. My aunt picked us up
that night and that’s when I got really worried. She took us
home, but no one else was there. I found out my parents were
in the hospital, but as scared as I was, I didn’t think
anything could happen to my mom. But I was starting to get
really scared and kept thinking, what if she really did break
her neck?
When my dad came home that night he didn’t talk to us
much, but right before I went to bed I asked him if Mama was
ok and he just said yes honey, she’s fine. That’s all it took
to take all my worries and fears away, if
Baba said it, then I know my mom was going to be coming home
soon. The next day we went to visit her and she looked fine to
me, just a little more tired than usual. Many of my family
members were there praying for her. That week my family came
over a lot, there were people praying for her everywhere, even
in Iraq, but I still didn’t understand what was going on.
Everyone acted as if she was dying. All I know was that my mom
was sick and she was going to feel better, then come back
home. Thank God on December 19, 1998 my mom was home! I knew
nothing could ever happen to my mom, but the situation was far
more complex than I could understand at that time.
Two years later, my mom was
telling me the full story of her recovery. My mom went to the
hospital because she had an aneurism (a vein in her brain
burst). All the doctors told her that her only chance she had
to survive was to have brain surgery to try to stop the
bleeding. But even with that, the chances of survival were
extremely slim. My dad saw the x-rays and thought how he could
ever tell his children that their mother is going to die. It
was the only time I had ever heard that my dad had cried. My
mom refused the surgery and was getting ready to be with her
Father in Heaven, yet everyone in my family continued with
their prayers day and night. A few days
later, to all best doctors’ disbelief, my mom’s bleeding had
stopped. It left everyone astounded. No one could understand
what had happened, but everyone knew it was God’s hand that
touched her. Now my mom is a walking miracle. She is
constantly reminded of that experience and has never stopped
serving God. Her enthusiasm for God is continuingly reaching
and touching other people’s lives.
In 2001, I went to a church camp in Riverside. After an
amazing meeting, the pastor asked if anyone wanted to accept
Jesus Christ into their life to come up. Then he asked if
anyone wanted to come up and pray for someone else’s
salvation. My mom went up, and in my heart I knew she went up
for me. That was the first time I realized that I could have
been living without my mom. I could never imagine my life
without her. God gave her a renewed life and I gave Him
mine. That night I went home and accepted Jesus Christ into
my life.
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